afternoon ramblings...

its funny how when i look back on decisions ive made in life, it seems that the reasoning behind them was quite immature, perhaps even rash. if i went back i time and had to face those dilemmas again, would i chose the same paths or would my additional experience guide me to better decisions? but perhaps this realization in itself is a good sign. it would be a catastrophe if i looked back and found that compared to the past i was actually less mature! i guess every man has to reach that stage too. when you stop growing mentally and facultatively and realize that youve become the proverbial "over the hill " old man...circling the drain...whatever...